A very bad experience for David has brought us to our senses and the realisation that fantasy and reality have to be kept apart. What we had done was get too involved with others while forgetting why we had started.
Yes I know another complete turn around but the truth is that David and i belong to each other. He is back in the home and we are a family. We have a business that I was buying ( Cafe) and he will work in that with me as his boss which he will love.
As far as play is concerned the ground rules are now set. The play will return to penny and Ma’am and our play will be kept between us two.
I still want the freedom to shag about with guys and other girls but will do that in his knowledge but not with him involved.
In honesty chats David has admitted he still wants some man on man time both sexually and physical discipline and we will search for a suitable third party who can accommodate for this with David. I will have no part in that side either.
Jim has said he is happy to accept what we plan but wants to be part of it either one on one or whatever but that could get complicated and we perhaps should completely break.
David has emotional scars from his time away and the realisation of what he really wanted from life and I am not sure exactly how we resume play. I can’t see it simply as “Right we start from now” and am actually a bit nervous about that one. David wishes to resume play with responsibility for all chores again and I am only too happy for that to commence straight away. He can also adopt the she and penny persona she loves and dress as she likes when the house is free. She also tells me that her 400days celibacy has not been interfered with so that will be put back in place once we have ordered a new one (Last one was broken in her assault). It is the discipline and physical side I am not sure how to start up again and while I think it might be good to get that first thrashing over with I am not ready for that yet and I am not sure David needs that yet either. More some love and tenderness to get him right. (His mind is still feked due to that bazza).
The family are delighted their Dad is home and going to be working in the business so that is good. However, being honest while I am happy to have him back it is strange as I had almost accepted we were history and am giving up a great deal to take him back.
Deep down though I know we still love and deserve each other and that will make it all work out.
I have said to David that he can update his blog http://ihaveasubmissivehusband.blogspot.com as often as he wants and have posted on both blogs this update anyway. My own blog at http://mysissybitchhusbandgavemeaway.com will close.
Wish us well please.
Anne & David
